feeling like hell

m forgetting things that i should remember
m remebering things that i should forget
i've been hurt millions of time
but it doesnt make me regret
i do feel hurt
its painful...
but it still dont stop me
from being this idiot..
like my bestfriend,terence said
"we are crazy when we do the same thing all over again&again and expect different result everytime"
cliche'
i NEED to be free of this torment
i NEED to be free of being in guilt
i NEED to free from my own desire
I NEED FREEDOM!
I NEED MONEY TO BUY MY FREEDOM!!
and i wont stop untill i get some
^_^